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one last post before i go to bed.
i was on a random staring-into-space session and i thought alot.
kinda feel that is not right and something is missing from my life.

yes yes~~
although i i have no girlfriend and i am dying to get one soon but i am through writing this down here anymore.
people reading my blog are people i know.
so these friends of mine are very unlikely to be my type or even fall for me.
we have already known each other to a certain extent thats why they will know about my blog and i also think that they are tired of me complaining to them about this issue.

enjoyment? fun? partying?
are these missing out from my life?
i doubt so.
have been clubbing and doing other stuff that fufills the above.
i thinking i will not club any more.
a total waste of time and money.
shall do something that is more enjoyable and a place where the sun will always get me tanned.

maybe is just myself.
maybe is should get myself in shape.
should get myself tanned.
i guess i need some outdoor activities.

thought of going swimming every saturdays.
might be going back for my Gold Star award if i can get back into shape.
i guess it will be kinda of wasted if i just stop.

Sentosa during the weekends also sounds like a good idea.
at least there are more things to play and most importantly to get myself tanned.

basketball just crossed my mind.
maybe i shall start playing basketball again.
has been a long long time since i last touch basketball.
shall get back into the court and start the ball rolling.

had also been sometime since i last went to Music Clinic.
maybe i shall continue with my vocals.
doing something i love should be fun but the passion for it is no longer as strong as last time.
shall find it back before i really lose it.

my studies are also another obstacle.
exams are like 3 months away but i have yet to achieve anything.
shall not waste anymore time.
shall start real soon.
dont wanna panic at the last sec and not getting anything done.

so i have decided.
clubbing and pub sessions are so going down.
shall do stuff that are whole lot better than these.

hopefully i can get into shape and to complete things that i want by the end of the year.
hopefully by the end of the year i can see a new me.

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