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you know what, i feel rather emo.
you just happen to pop out somewhere again.
cant seem to figure out if it was the physical me or the emotional mental me.

why is it that after so long yet you still seem to appear in my head again?
you always appear so real yet so invisible.
there is just so many things to say but that little words to form up what i wanna say.
the existence of you made me feel bliss yet so pain.
i wont say it is a bad thing but i think it is a way for me to remember?
i dont know.

there is something i wanna ask you and find out but i cant find the words to help myself.
i dont even know if i should even think of asking you things.
shall feel emo until then.

do you still visit this site like you do in the past?

venn's footsteps

.January 27, 2008 '
10:51 PM

oh yes, finally i am done with my shopping for cny.
overspend for new year shopping this year.
well, it has never been cheap whenever i buy my new year's clothing.
i think this year was 3 times last year's price.
spent around 1,500 bucks this year.
(note: price for 3 of us, only on clothing excluding shoes.)
but the price is before discount.
after discount is still around 1,034 bucks.
i still exceed the price by a lot this year.
now i cant even come up with ideas to take my weekly allowance from dad.
SHIT!

then i bought a pair of shoes at the Converse sales.
shoes are quite cheap.
less than 50 bucks.
another pair is coming i think late this week.
same design as Jon's but in different color.
so this new year i will be having 2 pairs of shoes.
sweet.

oh ya, the new trend for this year is black and gold.
is the new trend in Japan.
thats why my other pair of shoe is in white and gold.
have to go with my pants and shirts.

talking about Japan, i am flying to Japan in March.
tickets are confirm and i will going to Tokyo and Osaka.
will be there for a week.
try to get some Jap stuff back.

venn's footsteps

.January 23, 2008 '
10:18 PM

tired and staying silent.

i really dont like my friends to judge me for stupid things.
it just feel so fucked up when this happens.
if i have done something wrong, i will admit but dont do this to me man.
the feeling just sucks.
and i am not pointing fingers to anyone in particular.
i just dont like to be judge due to stupid things.

done with this.
time to go back to my weight lifting.
sorry to anyone if they think that this is directed to anyone of you guys.
ciaos!

oh ya, one more thing.
will be going Japan during March.
should be end of March i think.
shall confirm with the booking of my tickets again soon.

venn's footsteps

.January 16, 2008 '
9:47 PM

LAVA IS GETTING MARRIED!!
WOOTS!!

no wonder he is not going to facilitate us for the next 2 weeks.
i think he is having around 2000 guests coming to his wedding.
anyways, wanna congrats him.

guess i am not going to school tomorrow and on friday.
heard tomorrow's and friday's problem is a tough one to deal with.
what the hell has reasoning got to do with science and bio?
is total no link to the problem lah.

and music theory on friday.
whats up with mixing chinese music with indian music?
what kind music with we encounter?
a chin-dian type of music?
crap man.

and i thought i could last till the last 2 weeks.
shit fuck.

venn's footsteps

.January 15, 2008 '
9:22 PM

time for updates.

shit fuck, my body is aching all over.
went to the gym on Sunday and my body have been aching ever since.
hope my body can recover fast and get myself back into the tracks and weight lifting.
ok, i know i am small and skinny, thats why i am going to the gym ok.
cant just have the face to party in the night but i also need my body to get into shape and also waiting for my hair to get into state.
hey girls, i wanna go party during February.
Wei, if there are any parties tell me ok?
i will try to make it when i can.

ok, that is done.
bouncing back to school.
Lava wont be facilitating us for the last 2 lesson for Sound Design.
actually i dont really dislike him ever since he became humorous towards the class.
but still i dont mind him leaving us with Luke or Sam for the last 2 lesson.
i think he will also be gone for the last 2 lesson of Composition.
i guess either Chuan or i hope Mark. P can take over Composition.

SHIT!!
i think my muscles are aching again.
a nice warm bath will just do the trick.

venn's footsteps

.January 6, 2008 '
3:33 PM

ARGHHH!!
MSN and Friendster is not working at all.
shit man.
no one to entertain me online.

school's starting in two more days.
just as i am starting to enjoy my holidays, it's about to end.
dont know how the FYP is going on.
and the dateline to submit FYP proposal is on the 8th i think.

new year, new things, new resolution.
does things keep going round in cycle?
nothing new to spice up the things around.
like a boring lah.
haha.
shall look forward to the upcoming CNY.

I NEED TO KILL TIME.
SO BORING LAH!!

venn's footsteps

.January 4, 2008 '
6:02 PM

not going to include any photos of me in this post.
due to my lame ass hairstyle, i wont be uploading pictures of myself.
wait till CNY to see if my hair is long enough to hit the front page of this blog.
lol

only came back early this morning.

went out for advance birthday celebration with my group.
Kendrick's 18th birthday.
WOOTS!!

went to eat at Hong Kong Cafe.
then went for our show.

AVP 2 is simply lousy.
all of us were pinning high hopes for the movie.
storyline sucks and the actions were all shot in the dark.
they even censored off some parts.
shit show.

show ended around 11 i think.
went out of Cineleisure and slack for awhile before deciding where to go.
some of them went back early then the rest went back for k-box.

his present
the birthday boy!!
sweetest couple for the year.
us, the 13"1

second member in the group to hit 18.

venn's footsteps

.January 1, 2008 '
7:44 PM

first day of 2008 and there is still a long way to go.
last day of 2007 was a nightmare.

went out yesterday with the usual group who was not my usual group.
huh?!
what the hell am i talking about?
but seriously, it felt incomplete without some of the usuals.
dont wanna talk so much about yesterday.
might just kill the new year.
but still feel bad for my missing usuals.
sorry ok?

new year ahead and new stuff to get.
maybe i should get a new laptop.
damn my laptop.
already in a very very bad condition.
battery cant last more than 10 minutes and my charger is now digging it's own grave.
ARGHH!!
i want a new laptop.

venn's footsteps