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1.
finally the torment is over.
last paper is today and i feel a big burden being lifted of my body.
feel so carefree and burden-free.

2.
i am so damn piss now.
a news from about my cousin in Shang Hai.

my cousin met with an accident in Shang Hai.
initially i thought she had a fall and was admitted into hospital and had a minor op but it turn out bad.

chatted with her today on MSN.
asked her about her condition and what happen and when i heard about it, i am so fucking piss with the kiasu-ness of cheenas.
because of them, they pushed my cousin and broke her ankle.
i heard it was a nasty fall.

her leg got stuck in between the train track and she dislocated her left ankle and shattered her right ankle.
her right ankle is now filled with metal parts to help her fix it up.
ARGH!!!
fucking cheenas, because of your kiasu-ness, my cousin had to pay the price.
damn you fucking people.

my aunt and my cousins are flying over this Saturday.
i really hope my cousin will be alright and feel better.

3.
now that the paper is over, i have so many things to do.
i wanna go start training.
start swimming and working out.

anyone interested?
=)
do tell me.

4.
and i still miss her.

maybe, just maybe, i will message her if i know how to start a conversation.
but then again, i really dont know if i will get a reply.
shall see how things go.

venn's footsteps

.October 29, 2007 '
1:03 AM

a very short post just before my laptop goes dead.

a few more hours before the paper.
a little nervous but i will still do my very very best.
will be freed from my cage after tuesday.
dont know how i will fair in the papers.
but just jia you bah.

to my brothers and sisters of 13"1....
this might be the toughest paper or subject that we all fear but jia you bah.
after this then we go relax.
remember arz, meet up after this major one.
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

venn's footsteps

.October 25, 2007 '
8:40 PM

a second ang moh facilitator who facilitates my class.

first was Mark Papayanou.
a funny Hawaiian guy and also someone who imitates the 'language' of Donald Duck and Goofy.
superb in music theory and plays a whole bunch of instruments.
oh ya, also my mentor through my Poly life.

next we have Glen aka Oh Captain My Captain.
probably inspired by the famous Captain Planet.
cool guy, i guess~~
so much insights from him about the history of the world.

oh ya, i wanna learn how to make Oreo Cheesecake.
anyone wanna teach me?
lol

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.October 22, 2007 '
1:47 PM

one week after the last post.
actually nothing much to talk about but to entertain my almost rotting blog, so i just crap lah.

next week is the paper and the dateline for submission of PP.
i think i will be failing PP this year.
then do it again next year.
no time to do my PP.

maths paper is just around the corner.
i will just try my very best this time round.
dont pin too much hopes on myself.
studied but i just know my standard for maths.

anyway, i got one of my game.
Crash of The Titans.
damn nice lah.
completed half the game in 2 days.
is freaking cute lah.
now i have like 7 UMDs.

went to watch Resident Evil 3 with Adam, Jeremy, Banana and Eric.
not a bad show.
fewer actions scenes this time round.
but the context makes it a very nice show.
have to listen up in order to catch up with the next sequel.

alright, i am done updating.
lastly, just hope the people of 13"1 can do real well for their Os.
once this is over, then it will be our time.

venn's footsteps

.October 16, 2007 '
12:46 AM

back from a rather long day with Marcus and Yue Wei baby.
went window shopping and a very long day of 'heritage tour'.

been a very long time since i last saw Yue Wei baby.
so happy to be able to meet up with her today.
met her at Sembawang then off to town.

had to hunt for Lihui duckie present.
saw so many clothings.
so many branded stuff.
i wanna get my Lacoste polo-tee, that AIX belt, the Zara tee.
so many, many things to get.

roam around town for awhile then went to Outram Park.
suppose to go there to do my project but both Music Clinic and Music Story were close.
no choice but to push back my work.
then we went to Chinatown.
when to this little street and saw so many cool clothings.
have to save up and get all my clothings.
roam around Chinatown and familiar smell from the past came back.
smelt so warming and so neighborhood.
miss the smell.

then went to Vivo next.
browse through my games and i have so many games i wanna get.

1. Loco Roco
2. Kingdom Hearts : Birth by Sleep
3. Jeanne D'Arc
4. Crash of The Titans
5. (i forgot the title)

i will be very very happy if someone will be able to surprise me with one of the many games.
then i will have so many UMDs already.
YES YES YES!!

then went to Yue Wei's house.
Marcus wanted to upload new games into his PSP.
then i wanted to play with Miny.
haiyo.
she kept coming to disturb me lahz.
feel like tossing her away.
LOL!

presenting...... Miny!!

anyway, someone messaged me today.
i was like so determine to stop contacting her but i replied her in the end.
in the end, her number got back into my contacts.
i really dont know what to do.
please, please tell me what to do.

venn's footsteps

.October 8, 2007 '
1:38 AM

WAH!!!
damn stress lahz.
stressing over the limit.
i didn't know that playing game can be that fucking stress.
ARGHHH!!

anyway, Adam said my picture look like one of Show Luo's picture.
forgot which album but ya, he said it.
haha.
i know i know.
dont have to envy me.
haha.
will be cutting my hair AGAIN so i will try not to look like Show.
opps. =X

i dont know why but i went to her blog again.
saw something which i kinda agree and some which i totally dont.
maybe it was not about me but then i have a strong feeling it is.

if you think that i am attached, i hereby pronounce that I AM NOT.
was kinda disappointed to let you feel that i am.
was again greatly disappointed when you use that word on me.

anyway, stay happy bahz.
no point repeat the phrase i always tell you.
and i think is getting out of trend.
BUT i hope the trend of mine will forever be with you.
CHEERS!!

venn's footsteps

.October 6, 2007 '
10:27 PM

this is what i do when i have nothing to do at home.
dont mind me.
=))

oh shit.
here it comes again.
need my XNR for the moment.

venn's footsteps

. '
5:54 PM

WOOHOO!!!
finally things are getting on its way.
the skeleton for my PP is finally up and everything should be done in 2 weeks if i work on it.
after so long, i am finally working on my PP.
haha.

and FINALLY i get to sing a composed song.
not from any famous artist but from Jon.
COOL MAN!!
just asked me to help him sing his song.
got the lyrics but yet to listen to the whole song.
hopefully things will turn out good.

fundamental questions.
haha.
i think i will go mad if i continue to circle around fundamental questions.
but i have so many fundamental questions.
STOP WITH ALL THE FUNDAMENTAL QUESTIONS!!

haha.

venn's footsteps

.October 4, 2007 '
2:51 PM

i did something i didn't want to.
what a choice.
being selfish is for the benefit for the mass.
something ironic yet true.

Reasoning is a headache.
i can go into class with a clean, clear and positive mindset and leave the class with many many 'huhs'.
so many weeks to come and many more sorrows for me.
haha.

anyway, i did something and that little regret will live along with me.
a choice that i think is for my own good so please dont influence me to change my mind.
even if i wanna make changes, is too late.
haha.

venn's footsteps

. '
12:01 AM

sick and lifeless.
not in the right state of mood.

just as i was not feeling that good, i went down to have a smoke.
bought a drink and just sat there for like 5 minutes before messaging her.

to you,

maybe you have not notice or did not come visit this site.
whatever i wrote previously are meant for you.
maybe you are busy with your exams and stuff.

i guess it was my mistake to message you earlier on.
it just made me felt worse.

it took me that long time to forget the past and now it starts surfacing again.
is just an affection towards you i guess.
everything just hit me straight on and is now an addiction.
whenever i wanna message you, the fear just hesitates me to do so.
every time i tried to just talk to you online, i feel the big gap between us.
everything is so different but the feeling has never change.

whenever i am down, i think of you.
whenever i see that cartoon character, i think of you.
whenever i walk down the places we use to walk, i think of you.
whenever i close my eyes and carried on with my journey down memory lane, i think of you.
whenever i tried to forget you, i think of you.

i tried and is tiring.
hais.
nothing much i can do but to say i miss you so.

venn's footsteps

.October 3, 2007 '
7:10 PM

a day without the volcano around is great.
dont really have to stress so much.
peace is restored and stress free zone.
if only it is like this for the remaining of the semester, life will be good.
for the first time Composition ended early.
how nice will it be to end so early every week.
ending at 5 sucks big time.

next week i hope something happens again and Chuan will take over the lesson again.
his comments and lesson is so much better than Lava.
not saying that he is a bad facilitator but i prefer Chuan is a better facilitator than Lava.
clash of the titans, Chuan VS Lava.
WOOHOOO!!

venn's footsteps

.October 2, 2007 '
7:04 PM

DAMN YOU MICROPHONES!!
what is wrong with all these microphones?
because of you guys i got into such a tense situation.
ARGHH!!

the volcano erupted today.
so many teams died in the hands of Lava.
what the hell is wrong with speaking mandarin for the mere 2 seconds?
ARGHH!!
and because of that i got shot with a shotgun.
1 shot, 1 kill.
all it took was that one shot he gave to me.
ARGHH!!

so fucking pissed off with him now.
attending his class is like going through the different stages of torture chambers.
we are in an educational institution, not place for us to just rely on PBL and neglecting the stuff that should be taught to us.
if we have to learn everything online, we wont even know if what we do is right or wrong.
it is just so unfair.
other polytechnics go through a proper process of learning instead of just relying one one fucking laptop doing all the research.
if we rely so much on laptops and the net, then why do we need facilitators?

now i just feel like quitting school.
screw the school.
fcuk RP!!

venn's footsteps

.October 1, 2007 '
6:59 PM

I rather be with you in my subconsciousness,
than losing you out in the light.

freaking tired.
PSP the whole day just to unlock some stupid game feature.
this Sunday i will have my revenge.
until then, i shall mug on my maths.
is like only a few weeks more.
i dont really care that much this time round.

hmmm, maybe i shall just try my best this time and hope i can do good.

sometimes i just miss you.
but then again, you seem so far away.
your contact is just within my reach yet the courage for me to send you a 'Hi' weighs a zillion tons.
let me just freeze in time.

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