vennonYWK""
.October 4, 2007 '
12:01 AM


sick and lifeless.
not in the right state of mood.

just as i was not feeling that good, i went down to have a smoke.
bought a drink and just sat there for like 5 minutes before messaging her.



to you,

maybe you have not notice or did not come visit this site.
whatever i wrote previously are meant for you.
maybe you are busy with your exams and stuff.

i guess it was my mistake to message you earlier on.
it just made me felt worse.

it took me that long time to forget the past and now it starts surfacing again.
is just an affection towards you i guess.
everything just hit me straight on and is now an addiction.
whenever i wanna message you, the fear just hesitates me to do so.
every time i tried to just talk to you online, i feel the big gap between us.
everything is so different but the feeling has never change.

whenever i am down, i think of you.
whenever i see that cartoon character, i think of you.
whenever i walk down the places we use to walk, i think of you.
whenever i close my eyes and carried on with my journey down memory lane, i think of you.
whenever i tried to forget you, i think of you.

i tried and is tiring.
hais.
nothing much i can do but to say i miss you so.

venn's footsteps


theOWNER

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Vennon Yong aka venn
03sept1988

Republic Poly; DSA
Riverside Secondary
Fuchun Primary

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orange iPod Nano Chromatic
Ralph Lauren polo
Mont Blanc Starwalker
Lacoste Essential
Bvlgari Pour Homme Soir
Dunhill Desire Blue
Bape watch
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